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I miss the girl….

January 16, 2009

I miss the girl who used to see something good about nearly anything.  I miss the girl who used to laugh at her own mistakes.  I miss the way the simplest of things made her so happy.  I miss her silliness.  I miss her smile. 

I miss the girl who used to be so strong.  I miss her “you-can’t-bring-me-down” persona.  I miss the way she fought her way through any obstacle.   I miss her strength.  I miss her positivity.  I miss her hopefulness.  

Lately I can’t seem to find her.  No matter how hard I’ve tried.  I keep wondering where she went.  I keep asking myself what could have possibly driven her away.

I miss the girl I used to know.  I miss the girl I used to be.  I just can’t seem to find her, and it upsets me.

Sure I can smile the way she used to, laugh the way she used to…  But deep inside I know that smile is unreal.  I know it’s just a cover.  I know it’s just another one of her million ways of hiding from the things she doesn’t want to feel.

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